Yesterday was a long night.
Talked to him a lot and realize that we are still more comfortable being bosom buddies,
Disappointment and sadness crept silently in my heart, I'm not really sure if it's because of him.
Am I too straight-forward? Or am I too dumb to realize that he actually has feelings for the other girl instead of me?
Anyway, I slept overnight at Yong Ning's and On Lai's place.
Really grateful that they are willing to host me for a night. T_T
Women 3rd Dorm is also a rather large dorm!
Their room is relatively "longer" than my room at Women 6th Dorm, plus they have larger cupboards for storage.
Woke up at 630am and headed straight to the Animal Hospital on foot.
Dogs are indeed "charismatic" kids XD hahahaha
Experimental Animal class was terribly boring -_-
Besides emphasizing on CITI homework, I didn't get another important point from the professor(?)
Well, don't care.
Got the book "Far From the Tree" from Ho Chun Lin senior /A\ He's been really helpful and supportive all this time, I am really grateful to have such kind and caring TA, even though the class was over, yet he's still in touch with me and at times providing me inspirational suggestions about life.
Went for a swim after that, and I missed the waters so much and have almost forgotten how to swim smoothly @@ I really need frequent practices.
Lunch at Ren De Vegetarian was awesome <3
The owner of the shop is always so kind hearted to add some dishes to our plate if we have very late lunch >< I really love the food there XD
Walked back to YN's dorm, read some pages and took a nap.
The introduction seminar was rather successful and my hilarious photos have highlighted the whole event (?) LOL anyway, many thanks to my best partner Jessica, Hsiang Pei as well as the supportive audience QAQ
When we managed to get to the NTU Malaysia party, the food has been scavenged QQ
Chit chat with the juniors and seniors
I got in touch with the runners with visual defects and I was invited to join them for practice and research! Oh, sooooooooooo wonderful <3
Jimmy is going to direct a movie soon WOOOOHOOOOO
Friday, 23 September 2016
Monday, 12 September 2016
20160912 First day of School
First Day of school.
Quite lazy though =_______=
After some procrastination and mind debating,
I completed the abs workout, sweat (not much), take a shower,
And paced to the NTU Hospital Barista Coffee to enjoy my favourite brunch~
Oatmeal and fruits with milk
.
Signed up for a 3K charity run with Laura, Xinni, Reagan, Kok and Yo Ming
So excited for 30OCT *w*
In fact, I really need to begin organizing my schedule for 42KM full marathon training>,<
It's gonna be a heart-wrenching challenge!
.
Attended Chinese Herbology at the Main Building 201 classroom.
Initially, I thought it's not a popular class for it only has 1 credit for 2 lessons weekly.
Then I found out that it's a compulsory course for the Pharmacology students XDD
No wonder so many people.
Then it began with the AwKwaRD introduction from the botak professor
He cracked very very very cold jokes a.k.a Cheesy jokes /.\
Not very funny but everyone thinks he's hilarious LOL
The best thing about this course is: WE HAVE NO MORE CLASSES AFTER MIDTERM!!!!!
My original thought of deselecting this course had vanished XD
I gonna make good use of this opportunity to establish my Chinese Medicine foundation!
.
The rain is incredibly soft and light.
So delicate that it felt like rubbing wool cotton over your skin~ (apa expression ini?!)
Anyway, I took the MRT to NTU, bought some stuff and ready to march on for the next class
A new challenge I wanna take again.
This semester we are learning to view the problems and difficulties of the disabled and the needed
To assist them in a way that they feel comfortable.
WELL, I went to the wrong school compound :/
It's at the Main Campus of National Normal University
Not the GongGuan Campus! TAT
Missed the school bus to the Main campus so I took bus 74 instead.
I thought I was going to be late yet the teacher came later /______\
So looking forward to do something great and wonderful with this interesting teacher!!!!
Quite lazy though =_______=
After some procrastination and mind debating,
I completed the abs workout, sweat (not much), take a shower,
And paced to the NTU Hospital Barista Coffee to enjoy my favourite brunch~
Oatmeal and fruits with milk
.
Signed up for a 3K charity run with Laura, Xinni, Reagan, Kok and Yo Ming
So excited for 30OCT *w*
In fact, I really need to begin organizing my schedule for 42KM full marathon training>,<
It's gonna be a heart-wrenching challenge!
.
Attended Chinese Herbology at the Main Building 201 classroom.
Initially, I thought it's not a popular class for it only has 1 credit for 2 lessons weekly.
Then I found out that it's a compulsory course for the Pharmacology students XDD
No wonder so many people.
Then it began with the AwKwaRD introduction from the botak professor
He cracked very very very cold jokes a.k.a Cheesy jokes /.\
Not very funny but everyone thinks he's hilarious LOL
The best thing about this course is: WE HAVE NO MORE CLASSES AFTER MIDTERM!!!!!
My original thought of deselecting this course had vanished XD
I gonna make good use of this opportunity to establish my Chinese Medicine foundation!
.
The rain is incredibly soft and light.
So delicate that it felt like rubbing wool cotton over your skin~ (apa expression ini?!)
Anyway, I took the MRT to NTU, bought some stuff and ready to march on for the next class
A new challenge I wanna take again.
This semester we are learning to view the problems and difficulties of the disabled and the needed
To assist them in a way that they feel comfortable.
WELL, I went to the wrong school compound :/
It's at the Main Campus of National Normal University
Not the GongGuan Campus! TAT
Missed the school bus to the Main campus so I took bus 74 instead.
I thought I was going to be late yet the teacher came later /______\
So looking forward to do something great and wonderful with this interesting teacher!!!!
Sunday, 11 September 2016
20160912 Getting on hold of this semester
2nd year 1st sem.
Tried creating more grace period for myself
20 credits so far.
Still thinking of changing 中药概论 for others.
I hope Monday and Friday can be freed out for my own time.
Planning to incorporate sports in it today!
20160912 Determination to Change
20160912__Monday__Cloudy
It's the first day of school. Again.
But this time, I am a grade higher.
Marching into the 2nd grade adds on to my responsibility back-pack, realizing that I am not the foolish and ignorant freshman anymore.
I have the responsibility to establish myself, as well as leading my juniors on the long journey of Veterinary Medicine.
.
Summer 2016 has gone in the blink of an eye.
Yet I am aware that my bulimic cycle has begun again.
I tend to wake up at midnights and crave for food binging.
The urge is painfully irresistible, attempted to battle with my thoughts in my mind, ended up giving in to my cravings.
Again and again.
I feel my self-esteem is depleting day by day.
I really loathe this overpowering feeling in me.
I have spent so much time in building up my confidence but it is going down again?! NO!
.
麦麦, Chin Guan and Kok had shown me the true value of THRIFTY.
Most people thought I as a vegan will be extremely thrifty for there's not much I can eat,
however I am the only one clear that it's not true.
Most of my money spent on food has been wasted away through binging and purging,
it's just that I do not dare to tell anyone about this.
.
I feel terrible causing troubles to the cleaning 阿姨,
I hate myself for creating so much havoc to her.
I am the one dirtying the toilet bowl, and she's the pity one cleaning it.
How can I ever forgive myself?
.
I really want to change. I want to change. I must change.
This cannot go on!
I must learn the lesson!
I must keep trying to resist and get over my urges!
I realize the freezing cold of winter will be a great challenge for me if I don't solve this.
.
First step: PLEASE, NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM, AT LEAST ONE SIMPLE SENTENCE REFLECTING ON WHAT I'VE DONE GOOD OR TO-BE-IMPROVED TODAY.
CAN YOU DO IT FOR YOURSELF, LYERA? :)
It's the first day of school. Again.
But this time, I am a grade higher.
Marching into the 2nd grade adds on to my responsibility back-pack, realizing that I am not the foolish and ignorant freshman anymore.
I have the responsibility to establish myself, as well as leading my juniors on the long journey of Veterinary Medicine.
.
Summer 2016 has gone in the blink of an eye.
Yet I am aware that my bulimic cycle has begun again.
I tend to wake up at midnights and crave for food binging.
The urge is painfully irresistible, attempted to battle with my thoughts in my mind, ended up giving in to my cravings.
Again and again.
I feel my self-esteem is depleting day by day.
I really loathe this overpowering feeling in me.
I have spent so much time in building up my confidence but it is going down again?! NO!
.
麦麦, Chin Guan and Kok had shown me the true value of THRIFTY.
Most people thought I as a vegan will be extremely thrifty for there's not much I can eat,
however I am the only one clear that it's not true.
Most of my money spent on food has been wasted away through binging and purging,
it's just that I do not dare to tell anyone about this.
.
I feel terrible causing troubles to the cleaning 阿姨,
I hate myself for creating so much havoc to her.
I am the one dirtying the toilet bowl, and she's the pity one cleaning it.
How can I ever forgive myself?
.
I really want to change. I want to change. I must change.
This cannot go on!
I must learn the lesson!
I must keep trying to resist and get over my urges!
I realize the freezing cold of winter will be a great challenge for me if I don't solve this.
.
First step: PLEASE, NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM, AT LEAST ONE SIMPLE SENTENCE REFLECTING ON WHAT I'VE DONE GOOD OR TO-BE-IMPROVED TODAY.
CAN YOU DO IT FOR YOURSELF, LYERA? :)
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